Plz help me find story

I read a bl that I really liked a while ago, but I can't find it again. Basically the plot was that there was a masochist who had a crush on a sadist, pretended he didn't like it at first to hopefully turn on the sadist more, but then opened up right after that. Sadist doesn't believe that he really does like it, and thinks he's in the mafia for some reason. It was a funny story, and I can't find it :<