I was toxic before, Yes I came from an harsh and abusive household. I won't give more details but I was also in a really abusive relationship and he was really controlling. I couldn't even go out of my own room and got ED. I was bullied in school by my own friends which resorted to me becoming toxic and a bully myself towards others. I wasn't the type to explain why I was acting that way, I just resolved to anger and being toxic myself to others and making people feel little. I was rude to the sweetest boy on earth by my own anger when he never did anything wrong. (I was like this because my ex was really controlling so I thought I didn't do anything wrong). It took me to change schools and having my old friends from childhood to put me back in reality. And I will say this now, I am still rude sometimes. But i have changed drastically throughout the years because of my childhood friends, I opened up, told about my past and of course It felt weird cause it felt like they looked down on me when in reality they just care for me. So, Jaekyung is having a development in his attitude. Yall need to be emphatic yourselves to understand its really not easy for people like us to change. ┑(￣Д ￣)┍
I was toxic before, Yes I came from an harsh and abusive household. I won't give more details but I was also in a really abusive relationship and he was really controlling. I couldn't even go out of my own room and got ED. I was bullied in school by my own friends which resorted to me becoming toxic and a bully myself towards others. I wasn't the type to explain why I was acting that way, I just resolved to anger and being toxic myself to others and making people feel little. I was rude to the sweetest boy on earth by my own anger when he never did anything wrong. (I was like this because my ex was really controlling so I thought I didn't do anything wrong). It took me to change schools and having my old friends from childhood to put me back in reality. And I will say this now, I am still rude sometimes. But i have changed drastically throughout the years because of my childhood friends, I opened up, told about my past and of course It felt weird cause it felt like they looked down on me when in reality they just care for me. So, Jaekyung is having a development in his attitude. Yall need to be emphatic yourselves to understand its really not easy for people like us to change. ┑(￣Д ￣)┍