Exactly!! Like what's the point of asking for forgiveness while the victim is asleep and you know that. He sure was a total coward in the first timeline. I mean, he is guilty partly because of what he did but mostly cause he came to share sejin's memories and understood just how terribly misunderstood he was regarding his husband(because of mating). What makes it worse is that he only faced sejin when he could tell that he was about to do something terrible....like the absolute worst. I feel like if sejin hadn't thought of killing himself, kwon would still continue to ignore him out of this guilt and cowardness DESPITE KNOWING THAT HE IS INDEED PREGNANT AND ABSOLUTELY FUCKING TRAUMATISED.
This was particularly difficult to read. Fuck you and your bitchass brother, ido.