I relate to the black hair guy because my first relationship with a guy was like this he was 25 working got a car and am this 19 year old boy doing his first year at university. mind you I never dated a guy before it was my first time no experience nothing I fall for him hard like I expected more form him and after We slept for the first time I was feeling butterflies I fall even more harder for him and I expected even more from him like to feel what i was feeling and to only see me think about me treat what we did special.
And every time I remembered that this was not his first time it was just sex as usual that killed me so much I would feel angry cuz I expected him to love me more or validate me and feel the same way I was feeling so I was also insecure didn't think he was doing to much to make me feel special or loved by him so I we would fight for small things like why didn't he call me to day or text me I was deeply in love and he wasn't that deeply in love like he loved me but not in the way I loved his do it was hurting the smallest things hurted my heart so I 100% relate with the MC
I relate to the black hair guy because my first relationship with a guy was like this he was 25 working got a car and am this 19 year old boy doing his first year at university. mind you I never dated a guy before it was my first time no experience nothing I fall for him hard like I expected more form him and after We slept for the first time I was feeling butterflies I fall even more harder for him and I expected even more from him like to feel what i was feeling and to only see me think about me treat what we did special.
And every time I remembered that this was not his first time it was just sex as usual that killed me so much I would feel angry cuz I expected him to love me more or validate me and feel the same way I was feeling so I was also insecure didn't think he was doing to much to make me feel special or loved by him so I we would fight for small things like why didn't he call me to day or text me I was deeply in love and he wasn't that deeply in love like he loved me but not in the way I loved his do it was hurting the smallest things hurted my heart so I 100% relate with the MC