okay to start of i ADOREEE THIS LIKE TH ART THE PLOT ITS JUST WONDERFUL but im just really conflicted and at war with my feeling with the mother because i see myself a lot in the mc perspective i hate how emotionally abusive/manipulative the mother was towards the girl like yall dont understand how traumatic and torturing having a mother like that is it leaves scars until ur old like i know shes trying her best and salutes to you but in real life yall just cant be that emotionally vulnerable or like treating ur daughters like therapists being happy one sec crying ur heart out the other and getting angry all in a span of like an hour saying that i this all happened because of u or shit like i wish u werent born and the next acting all loving like yeah i understand it was before she reincarnated but that shit leaves scars and the new lydia always crying infront of the daughter yall my mother does that makes me her therapist cries saying she loves me and everything she does is for me that in the end even if i suffer all the pain that im going thru will me worth it like thats traumatizing and even though she constantly uses her tears as weapons to the point i have to act like the mother care for her be mature for her and forgive her over and over apologize for mistakes i dont even know the reason for i still love her even thoigh she abuses me physically mentally etc i still love her and will care for her and wish for the best for her i really understand lyrica because if its for my mothers happiness if its for my mother not to go through what she went through before me not to go thru all her own trauma and in return inflict that to me. i will happily, in a snap of a finger, die for her.
okay to start of i ADOREEE THIS LIKE TH ART THE PLOT ITS JUST WONDERFUL but im just really conflicted and at war with my feeling with the mother because i see myself a lot in the mc perspective i hate how emotionally abusive/manipulative the mother was towards the girl like yall dont understand how traumatic and torturing having a mother like that is it leaves scars until ur old like i know shes trying her best and salutes to you but in real life yall just cant be that emotionally vulnerable or like treating ur daughters like therapists being happy one sec crying ur heart out the other and getting angry all in a span of like an hour saying that i this all happened because of u or shit like i wish u werent born and the next acting all loving like yeah i understand it was before she reincarnated but that shit leaves scars and the new lydia always crying infront of the daughter yall my mother does that makes me her therapist cries saying she loves me and everything she does is for me that in the end even if i suffer all the pain that im going thru will me worth it like thats traumatizing and even though she constantly uses her tears as weapons to the point i have to act like the mother care for her be mature for her and forgive her over and over apologize for mistakes i dont even know the reason for i still love her even thoigh she abuses me physically mentally etc i still love her and will care for her and wish for the best for her i really understand lyrica because if its for my mothers happiness if its for my mother not to go through what she went through before me not to go thru all her own trauma and in return inflict that to me. i will happily, in a snap of a finger, die for her.