Man Im rewarching this after so long and it's so hard to do. Just finished season 1 and it just reminded me of how I felt ml really was so disgusting. They make it “funny” by Mc hitting him but every time he speaks as if MC should be grateful, makes me wanna hurl, and the part where he takes him to the brothel being pissed because Mc is choosing what he was forced into makes my blood boil. The only thing that makes me happy is that he starts spiraling after he becomes aware, but still I don't think he suffered enough because realising the mistake, then the rut assault happens haaaa why am I rereading
Man Im rewarching this after so long and it's so hard to do. Just finished season 1 and it just reminded me of how I felt ml really was so disgusting. They make it “funny” by Mc hitting him but every time he speaks as if MC should be grateful, makes me wanna hurl, and the part where he takes him to the brothel being pissed because Mc is choosing what he was forced into makes my blood boil. The only thing that makes me happy is that he starts spiraling after he becomes aware, but still I don't think he suffered enough because realising the mistake, then the rut assault happens haaaa why am I rereading