I knew this bastard wasn't dead but fuck I didn't want to see him. And is it just me that ...

I knew this bastard wasn't dead but fuck I didn't want to see him. And is it just me that hates the fact that he is attractive. I wish he was uglier so my hatred can run deeper but now I'm like "he's terrible... but his cute tho" and I hate it （￣へ￣）