Its a blur for me since its been so long but—does he love him? I guess I never really took it as that. LI def see that he grew deep attachment but how in the world could he love him? Did I miss a scene waaay back where he confessed that to himself? I do remember when he was drugged he said that but idk how real it was—or if it was the truth coming out.
I’m gonna go back and look but dan def acknowledged his feelings for jjk.. he may have just called them “feelings” tho. I remember it was around JJKs birthday and dan got him a present. While giving it to him he mentioned his feelings and ofc JJK acted like an asshole…
Dan has always been my favorite character in this story and now he’s seriously become my favorite of all time. Idk why i was about to start crying. It’s so, so sad that the man he loved contributed to his negative self worth and depression. Even then, he’s still asking about JJK to make sure he’s not sick and can even wish him well after everything he’s done. I’m glad Dan has boundaries and will make JJK work for it. This journey is going to be a long one not because Dan doesn’t like JJK anymore but because he genuinely won’t trust JJKs feelings for him. I want JJK to fr be gentle w him (he has already started to with how he talks) and eventually be boyfriends UGHHHH
i feel like we still got another year worth of updates