This is so sad to even only imagine. Getting into a relationship and marriage terrifies me.
Not even necessarily physical stuff. The invisible stuff make it harder to notice, the demeaning insults slowly getting worse. No one around u to bring u back to reality, only the one u used to call ur love now poisoning ur mind making u think u are worth nothing
I guess what u gotta remember is boundaries and most of all, having other people around u. Healthy relationships that can take notice in things u refuse to see. One should never isolate themselves from their peers due to their partner
My biggest fear is finding my one and it turns out like this years into the marriage. Sounds exactly like my parents