This is very interesting, I wonder what went wrong, well it can be that ego of his, he has always been arrogant so I guess its not about change really, he was always capable of that, he simply made a decision that was bad, and kept going for more, is that what the author tries to convey, he wasn't humble, he was cocky, relying on his looks and never put in more effort than necessary, sigh, it's hard when I'm procrastinating by reading this lol, anyway I love Na Haesoo, I don't know why she has such a neutral appearance to others because she is so strong, handles all these jobs, still took care of Mincheol, still loved, took in all that abuse and still forgave, until it was too much so she broke down, and Taeha swooped in sigh, she's an abuse survivor, do you think she will not have one of the three responses? Fight, flight, or freeze, she froze, she is freezing her emotions because she has no safe space for them, she doesn't feel safe, everyone who went through abuse knows that once they leave and start living alone their body relaxes so they get all sorts of illnesses, it happened to me too, sadly the emotion thingy is still hard and I do let most things go, because all the energy I have is energy left to sustain myself, so what about Haesoo who works everyday so many jobs and is struggling with so much mentally about the cheater, emotionally with Taeha, physically at her different jobs, and spiritually wondering about herself what she does, do you think anyone could juggle all of these and not go crazy? Well the only way to protect her sanity is through being calm which she is doing, because she has no one she can rely on, Mincheol started beating her too, he was abusive, insulting her..etc, he used her for her money that she struggled to get he is trash who when push came to shove, he shoved her. He showed his true face now that things aren't going his way, his true horripilant self, she can't rely on Taeha cause he is very insincere and he never shares his truth, she can't feel safe, those who are nice to her are her coworkers and that's what they are fellow employees, getting paid to be there, she has no friend and that's what she needs, to first be her own friend and allow herself to cry in her own presence and make herself feel safety, try getting along with other family members, like cousins, aunts, grandma..etc even her dad maybe, maybe he changed, maybe he wasn't okay, maybe because of all the previous people who beat him he started believing that its normal, I mean the teach literally hit Mincheol with a rod, so yeah, they also lived in a village, maybe she goes back there? Finds that guy who actually cared? And make newer friends, but family first cuz they're the only ones who will be there for you even if they hate you.
This is very interesting, I wonder what went wrong, well it can be that ego of his, he has always been arrogant so I guess its not about change really, he was always capable of that, he simply made a decision that was bad, and kept going for more, is that what the author tries to convey, he wasn't humble, he was cocky, relying on his looks and never put in more effort than necessary, sigh, it's hard when I'm procrastinating by reading this lol, anyway I love Na Haesoo, I don't know why she has such a neutral appearance to others because she is so strong, handles all these jobs, still took care of Mincheol, still loved, took in all that abuse and still forgave, until it was too much so she broke down, and Taeha swooped in sigh, she's an abuse survivor, do you think she will not have one of the three responses? Fight, flight, or freeze, she froze, she is freezing her emotions because she has no safe space for them, she doesn't feel safe, everyone who went through abuse knows that once they leave and start living alone their body relaxes so they get all sorts of illnesses, it happened to me too, sadly the emotion thingy is still hard and I do let most things go, because all the energy I have is energy left to sustain myself, so what about Haesoo who works everyday so many jobs and is struggling with so much mentally about the cheater, emotionally with Taeha, physically at her different jobs, and spiritually wondering about herself what she does, do you think anyone could juggle all of these and not go crazy? Well the only way to protect her sanity is through being calm which she is doing, because she has no one she can rely on, Mincheol started beating her too, he was abusive, insulting her..etc, he used her for her money that she struggled to get he is trash who when push came to shove, he shoved her. He showed his true face now that things aren't going his way, his true horripilant self, she can't rely on Taeha cause he is very insincere and he never shares his truth, she can't feel safe, those who are nice to her are her coworkers and that's what they are fellow employees, getting paid to be there, she has no friend and that's what she needs, to first be her own friend and allow herself to cry in her own presence and make herself feel safety, try getting along with other family members, like cousins, aunts, grandma..etc even her dad maybe, maybe he changed, maybe he wasn't okay, maybe because of all the previous people who beat him he started believing that its normal, I mean the teach literally hit Mincheol with a rod, so yeah, they also lived in a village, maybe she goes back there? Finds that guy who actually cared? And make newer friends, but family first cuz they're the only ones who will be there for you even if they hate you.