A bit confusing but I think I geddit.
Baby MC was pretending to be sick so that she wouldn't have to accompany trash father on some thing that's bound to fail.
Pretend sickness became real sickness and she was near death(?) in a coma ish. And in that state she saw a dream where future she and ML kill each other, but she doesn't recognise future ML as current child ML bc their eye colours are different.
Anyways so during this time of sickness her mom sent her to this monk medicine dude on the mountains so the dude could cure her and so that she'd be a disciple and safe there (?). 3 years have passed and MC has no memory. During this time ML got his memories (during his time at MC's house) sealed. And he was sent as a medicine dude disciple as well. ML also sees the dreams that MC sees but they don't know who each other is.
And I'm getting tragic ML backstory vibes which should be cleared up later ? All these dreams that ML sees are probably the previous timeline. He's probably a reincarnator, unlike MC who's a transmigrator.
Ngl it is confusing, idk if it's the manga or the translation fault but yeah. But I really like it !! Art and plot is fantastic, I reccomend
Dropping it cause wth is happening ?!! The plot is over the place and what’s wrong with that time skip or is it missing chapters ? I don’t even know. Just don’t waste your time reading this