In just our minds works in different ways. Although I know how you feel , but comparing yourself to some one else isn't going to turn out like how you expect it. Some people endures and some don't.
Its fucked up because this is how society sees it, homosexuality,incest,pedophilia. I honestly like the ending because most yaoi I have been reading always end up a happily ever after but reality is ugly, its more fuckd up, its darker, society treats you like a pile of trash.
It's DEFINITELY NOT SUICIDE, just an accident.
Please re-read Ch.9 or read my comment if you want.
In the end, it one the coldest one who succumbed to himself and committed suicide. Bit of a disappointment to find out the unwavering character was in truth the weakest. It frustrates me that he died. Yeah, frustrated, not sad. Could just be that I am a product of a disillusioned society and upbringing, but suicide for the reason of couldn't live on because of a taboo is irritating. Divorce your wife, treat your son as you always have, and don't publicize your relationship with your brother. A conscience shouldn't bug you now, after a childhood of treating your brother like shit, not that I'm holding it against you. Mmm, sorry. As one ex-suicidal without much morals criticizing another, I find his death frustrating. Sorry, just another comment in an ocean of them. Don't mind me.