Its so nuts at this point. I feel for both and thats why I’m grateful and hoping they don’t think alike like me. Lol. If I was Carcel, I’d start thinking like does she like me just because she thinks I’m her only lifeline? Like maybe I’m just her last hail mary in this life so she’s just tolerating me at this point and doing all these things for me even though she actually doesn’t want to. I guess I can still help her by giving her everything she wants and that includes freedom even though I actually want to be with her and love her. lf I was Ines and I discovered my husband whom I’m starting to like now discovered my deepest secret and trauma and is now feeling so bad for me, I’d start doubting his affections whether he really loves me or just feels sorry for what I went through. I guess I’m just someone pathetic that he feels like he has to take care of now.
Its so nuts at this point. I feel for both and thats why I’m grateful and hoping they don’t think alike like me. Lol. If I was Carcel, I’d start thinking like does she like me just because she thinks I’m her only lifeline? Like maybe I’m just her last hail mary in this life so she’s just tolerating me at this point and doing all these things for me even though she actually doesn’t want to. I guess I can still help her by giving her everything she wants and that includes freedom even though I actually want to be with her and love her.
lf I was Ines and I discovered my husband whom I’m starting to like now discovered my deepest secret and trauma and is now feeling so bad for me, I’d start doubting his affections whether he really loves me or just feels sorry for what I went through. I guess I’m just someone pathetic that he feels like he has to take care of now.
Mygod. This is so sad and messy. ╥﹏╥