no matter how sexy it is i cant bring my self to be gooning over the sex scene (like when i read any other smut bl manhwa), not even when he making love with wooyeon. it's inappropriate, i feel the humiliation he felt, the shame, the hatred, idk i just don't feel like human. i had to stop the reading MANY times and getting my heart to be ready for wtv came in the next panel. i even questioning myself like why did i read this in the first place but I don't regretting my choice at all. reading how happy they 3 in their own life made my mental state slowly going back to normal. at first i was like, "EVERYONE IN THIS MANHWA IS A JERK BRUH, EXCEPT THE 3 MAIN CHARACTER, HOPE THEY ROT IN HELL", but then i was like, okay, whatever, as long as they happy and content, i don't rlly care whether it is an ultimate happy ending where all the bad guys were killed or not.
no matter how sexy it is i cant bring my self to be gooning over the sex scene (like when i read any other smut bl manhwa), not even when he making love with wooyeon. it's inappropriate, i feel the humiliation he felt, the shame, the hatred, idk i just don't feel like human. i had to stop the reading MANY times and getting my heart to be ready for wtv came in the next panel. i even questioning myself like why did i read this in the first place but I don't regretting my choice at all. reading how happy they 3 in their own life made my mental state slowly going back to normal. at first i was like, "EVERYONE IN THIS MANHWA IS A JERK BRUH, EXCEPT THE 3 MAIN CHARACTER, HOPE THEY ROT IN HELL", but then i was like, okay, whatever, as long as they happy and content, i don't rlly care whether it is an ultimate happy ending where all the bad guys were killed or not.