i think the ml doesn’t want to do it in general bc i remeber that he was w a girl so im assuming he’s never done anything w a dude or imagined doing so and the boxer being kinky doesn't help his case. and the boxer is just kinky so he gets turned on by getting hit and stuff.
This chapter is just a flashback, so far from incheol's point of view pyeonghwa looks super disinterested when this chap proves that isnt the case at all. Pyhwa likes both pain and pleasure but has a preference for topping. Incheol has a lot of internal conflicts going on right now. He feels needs to sleep with someone for work, he just broke up with his fiance, and possibly might have christian values with internal homophobia because his political party is conservative and he has bible verses around his office, (he's clearly also never been involved with any bdsm or kinky shit before, assuming all his ex girlfriends are vanilla)
help i’m so confused what is this chapter even about boxer wants to fuck the ml but he also wants to be hit by him?? is the ml icked out about the boxers kink or just the fact that he might have to get intimate with him at all? or both?