This chapter hit home. Whenever I notice myself thinking about dating girls I am suddenly hit by the fact that I live in an orthodox community and that no matter how much I accept myself, no matter how many positive things I see online and think that it’s going to be fine, it’s really not. At the end of the day, it’s almost impossible to publicly be myself and that I will have to choose a guy in the end. The world sucks :(
This chapter hit home. Whenever I notice myself thinking about dating girls I am suddenly hit by the fact that I live in an orthodox community and that no matter how much I accept myself, no matter how many positive things I see online and think that it’s going to be fine, it’s really not. At the end of the day, it’s almost impossible to publicly be myself and that I will have to choose a guy in the end. The world sucks :(