
SPOILERS:
..... where did you get the spoilers that he wanted to get rid of the baby? that never happened. I remember him signing a contract with ML that he will leave after he gave birth to the child.
To answer your question. The Suhan we have is post-accident one. He really does not have any recollection about his past so learn who he really is. He Dugged deeper into the rabbit hole with no prejudice from his past. He is rational enough to put the pieces together. With pre-accident Suhan, he really had an inferior complex towards Yeonseo, and he so jealous of ML with affectionate parents, a good home and life in general. Also he had a misunderstanding of ML that he raped MC. So all the deep seat hatred went to hating the very existence of Yeonseo.
Yes, you are so correct about him only seeing the ML in a favourable light when he lost his memories, and that perception has shattered when he was back to his former self.
ANd yes, I have cried for the Yeonseo (Alpha) too. His fault is being a bad communicator to MC and being avoidant in confrontations, but I have been to his shoes, and it is so hard to express something with a person who is a jerk with bad prejudice towards you.

From one of the readers who said that they had read the novel ( ̄∇ ̄")
I honestly didn't read the novel, so I'm just trusting their words, where they said that the Omega wanted to abort the child he was carrying and, that the Alpha begged him not to do it. ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭
Waaahw, I'm sorry if what I wrote opened up old wounds that happened to you, and thank you for the explanation.
But could you explain to me a little, how did they end up together? At least, will the Omega eventually apologize for all the misunderstandings that occurred between them? I mean, as a reader, I also want what's fair for my favorite Alpha.(◞‸◟ㆀ)
I must sound very selfish, hehe.

its fine.. the misinformation also got me before. it is kiss me if you can. i thought that the 3rd child name is Diane but novel readers had said that never occurred at all. I feel so dumb believing
sorry to disappoint you,, omega did not apologize at all for all the misunderstandings he had. with spoilers.. posted another comment but post it here too..
SPOILERS:
ROUGH SUMMARY OF THE MAIN STORY from Suhan regained his past memories.
Chapter 34
After being brought to the hospital after concussion, he received the news he is pregnant. He also realized 1 year had past since the accident. He hated seeing Yeonseo in the hospital.
Initially, he cannot believe he was pregnant so, he got more angry at Yeonseo. Thinking ML raped him. and He made a contract with ML stating: 1. no invasion of spaces 2. no touching 3. he would stay in the house until the baby was born... Also he informed Yeonseo that he will be back working even if he was 2 months near due date, Yeonseo had no choice but to follow him since he is his boss..
Chapter 35-36
Following days after the contract, Suhan would easily vomit anything he ate except for coffee and energy drink and refused to eat anything Yeonseo cooked. Even his coworkers are worried and he even saw the previous emails of the post accident Suhan which contained him messaging his coworkers of good job and cookies and even give leave to a employee whose grandparent died which is not the preaccident Suhan would do . At 1 week mark, He reached his limit of overspent and exhaustion, He even went to a previous contestant closed restaurant and was served food but still can't ingest it so the old man got curious, Suhan gave the old man summary of his dilemma, old man guessed the husband part and gave advice to Suhan and he went home after he accidentally went home while yeonseo is just finishing preparing dinner that he ate so much food made by Yeonseo. After that, he had a steamy dream with Yeonseo where he initiated the sex which as he woke up, shocked him because he cannot believe he was the one initiated the sex and he had a wet dream, thus quickly run off to the bathroom which was caught up by Yeonseo and he got so embarassed.
Chapter 36 (last part)-37 (1st half)
Next day, Yeonseo prepared lunch box for Suhan which he placed in Suhan's desk and after a meeting with executives, as he tried to eat, the baby kicked... and he was full. He tried to eat at other places but still no had appetite or simply vomit the food, thus he concluded he can only eat Yeonseo's cooking due to the baby..
Chapter 37
At weekend, for Suhan to avoid Yeonseo, he went out of the park, out of nowhere, a figure approached him asking how is he which confused Suhan since he did not met him at all, but the man explained he met him at hospital after the car accident, during his rehab, this man is TaeoH (the guy who had a congenital disease kid), still pre accident Suhan cannot recognize him thus he told him and TaeOH got it. He asked TaeOh what is he like as a person after the accident in which Taeoh explained: he is kind, thoughtful and considerate which Suhan was so shocked. He is not that person at all. And he asked his relationship with Yeonseo in which TaeOh replied: You go out together with Yeonseo a lot, went vacations with him and You are always clinging to your husband. He even revealed the part where he pretended to be so drunk in front of Yeonseo that he snuggled him and told him to be more honest about how he feels which made Suhan blush beet red and is in disbelief
Chapter 38:
Suhan had flashbacks of his childhood and is now thinking about his contract with Yeonseo. For short, he has second doubts about him being a father, him just leaving Yeonseo and the baby, for him being jealous of his other half. as he returned home, he saw the baby supplies Yeonseo brought for the baby and asked for the baby's gender and he just avoided seeing the baby room set up after that and locked his room. In his dream, he was confronted by a mysterious person which turned out to be his other half. and after that he got a car cause he still cannot stand being near Yeonseo. so he just look at his old car and he found clues about his car accident by being persistent into getting his scrapped car.
And a mysterious person, has appeared before Suhan, telling him he is an old friend of his father. There it was revealed, his father was part of a gang.
Chapter 39:
their dinner meet up continued. but something is off.. Yeonseo's pheromones are omitted in the air. smelled like fabcon. and there, it was revealed yeonseo is on his rut and tried to went out after dinner to buy suppressants but Suhan stopped him and got the contract and ripped it in two and they have their sex. Suhan then realized, Yeonseo knew how to pleasure him...
Chapter 40:
-- Suhan and Yeonseo had now intimate sex after dinner.. hahaha
-- Juno got abducted by the gang that approached Suhan. Father friend sent photo of Jun Oh to Suhan
Chapter 41:
Suhan met up with Juno in an abandoned warehouse and threaten Jun oh. He got evidence now of Jun-oh's parents.
After threatening Jun OH, Suhan had continuous contractions and now is rushed to the hospital and Gave birth and it is a girl. Suhan had a dream after anaesthesia is given and there he met his other self. Asking him if he liked the gift he left and he should try to live the way he wants to be. They had a one on one talk with each other.
Meanwhile: Jun Oh parents in hot water. Jun Oh had serious accident.
after a week, they went home, stopped by at where his father got buried. Yeonseo confessed he liked both the good and bad sides of him equally and the last scene is of them with the kid..
the end for the main story

My word, thank you so much... And yes, I'm still disappointed that he didn't apologize to ML for all those misunderstandings, but I'm happy enough that their child taught his father a lesson so that he can only consume food that has been made by their father. Hahaha
I thought this story would be very dark, but it wasn't as bad as I thought it would be hehe. Thank you for all the explanations, now I can continue this story in peace ^^
Regarding Zig's story, from all the series available, if you haven't read the novel you'll definitely be confused. I even got confused about whose spoilers to trust, haha. Until finally, a reader read the novel, sent me a message, and explained the entire Miller family in detail. (≧∀≦)
But honestly, I'm more curious about the Pitman family because I heard there's actually another series about Keith and Yeonwoo's story, and about their second son.

When you mentioned that ML deserves some apology. You are totally right. The author did not bother to give closure on that since in both occassions. MC is totally wrong about ML and ML suffered through his coldness..
and i forgot to mention when the OG Suhan came back. during the dark ages 2.0 (Suhan being a jerk and cold husband) Yeonseo almost gave up on Suhan but the strength to keep going is due to 2nd persona telling him to love him, no matter what, for he will fall in love with him once the memories will flood in.
this story is just like continued love manhua but had different twists on the issue.
The reappearing 2nd persona fixed their marriage and life. here we have Suhan, MC and continued live, it is Lu Tao, the ML.
In here, 2nd persona Suhan fixed OG marriage by giving ML the sweetness of marriage where his partner dotes and appreciates ML so much and actually having a child with his partner. He fixed OG life by actually looking for clues to his car accident and attempted rape objectively, he actually doubts ML a bit but after some time being with ML he knows ML cannot pull out those schemes (car accident and attempted rape) to him. He fixed by relationships to his employees by being a bit nice. He had a fateful encounter with Tae Oh and his child and TaeOH actually serving him his 2nd persona actions. totally love this part. His ego was slapped hard when TaeOh spill the tea.

Author Zig definitely milked the Miller family too much but still, there so many to desired.
With Kiss Me liar. Even now, I cannot bother to touch it.. both novel and manhwa. idk maybe due to the act style and it is your typical jerk seme x omega secretary dynamic.
Kiss Me if you can dynamic is so much better!! ex-cassanova, strong bodyguard omega partnered with A jerk, totally handsome, baby girl vibes and Highly emotionally sensitive alpha.
This is just a question, okay, why does he have to go to such lengths to find out about his past, if when he remembers everything, all he feels is hatred towards his husband, all the things he tries to find out the truth about just end up being in vain.
I read some spoilers and I think it's all just a waste, the saddest thing is that the only time he cared about his husband was when he had amnesia, and when he wanted to abort his child.
In my personal opinion, I feel more sorry for Alpha in this story, but I am also very grateful that he is such a kind, patient, and loving man, and never forces anything, even though he is hated so much... I hope I can find more stories with an Alpha like this.