I hate reading tragedy because I hate crying my heart out with romance stories it’s so good but I know I’m gonna lose my shit if this dude dies. Ugh his best friend will not be able to handle it especially when he finds out. I also feel so bad for his sister, the love she showed him to come out and make him feel better about coming out only to homophobicly lash out on her breaks smh heart. I know it hurts her so much but I know he’s just doing it to protect her from his death and can’t process having his best friend as his lover also. He wants love and support from friends and family but he can’t deal with the heartbreak from everyone and himself. I think he’s just being in denial that he only has a short time to live that he’s literally grasping straws and just doing anything that helps him feel alive ╥﹏╥
I hate reading tragedy because I hate crying my heart out with romance stories it’s so good but I know I’m gonna lose my shit if this dude dies. Ugh his best friend will not be able to handle it especially when he finds out. I also feel so bad for his sister, the love she showed him to come out and make him feel better about coming out only to homophobicly lash out on her breaks smh heart. I know it hurts her so much but I know he’s just doing it to protect her from his death and can’t process having his best friend as his lover also. He wants love and support from friends and family but he can’t deal with the heartbreak from everyone and himself. I think he’s just being in denial that he only has a short time to live that he’s literally grasping straws and just doing anything that helps him feel alive ╥﹏╥