?? It’s really not that deep gng
It kinda is to me 7 years bruh, that’s a lot of sex. And enzos past with Silon mirrors a lot to juns current circumstances with him, like them living together, etc. and then silons head being completely filled with Jin on top of that it’s just a total angst fest because Jun really doesn’t stand out in any way as the ml. He’s not special because everything he’s had with Silon someone else has had already. And Silon Silon still won’t love them, so it feels like he’ll never love Jun. But again, it’s a story, so the keyword is “to me”
Idk if you’ve read that far but *mini spoiler??* that guy isn’t even the only one silon had sex w,, he used to play around when he was working in that institution/ organization(?) a lot, besides even if enzo is somewhat relevant to the plot Silon doesn’t feel that way abt him so he isn’t special TO silon. Also I do agree that jun doesn’t stand out that much as a ml!!! But he’s still more special than enzo (not Jin tho) to silon bc he IS literally the dead body silon revived. Idk abt how the romance part will play out but either it’ll somehow work out OR it’ll end tragically but we’ll find that out in s3.
oh dang I haven’t read that far ahead I think idr. I stopped just short of when we started really deep diving into his past because I didn’t want to run out of chapters before season 3 hits. I have since calmed down from the angst hole in my chest but at the time just the way the author portrayed it was so angsty and NTR-sk it hit me. I guess you’re right, Jun is still the person Silon prioritises more than enzo since he literally brought him back from the dead, even if it’s due to Jun being linked to Jin. But my man is so blended to the backgrounds I need his character development already. I’m looking forward to seeing where the author goes with this. I really hope it works out rather than it ending tragically. Tragedies are the bane of my existence. But either way I’ll still eat it up ╥﹏╥
So I’ve read up to chapter 38 and idk, it really rubbed me the wrong way, I even got a stomach ache. I can’t label it as cheating cuz ya know the story is much more complex than that and there’s not really an established relationship but… it being kept a secret from Jun and all that never sits right with me. I just want him to know about the birthday sex