seriously need to get this out of my chest

ep1rus September 30, 2025 5:28 am

bc why do u mean people think tj actually loves ian?? he might've at some point when they were younger, but the moment he realized what power was like he actively chose that over ian every fucking single time!!! he sees him as a possession, that's why he broke his leg and did shady shit to keep him, bc he always knew that if ian had a choice he would leave, and tj has never loved him enough to either leave everything behind to be with him OR LEAVE HIM THE FUCK ALONE

i was trying to let this marinate but i saw how everyone on tiktok is a tj supporter and i was so curious but this just confirms that ppl don't read the story or i don't fucking know. the sex those two have is the only thing they know how to do bc hey can't have a conversation. their relationship is just a huge trauma bond

meanwhile we have sweet angel Jo who brought color and happiness and normalcy into Ian's life for the very first time. the moment i read that panel of him thinking of Jo while seeing the flower shop and wishing he had brought him some just to make him smile i knew those two were going to be endgame

damn i can't believe yaoi got me like this

Responses
    Lalalacat22 October 1, 2025 6:06 am

    TJ lovers are actually insane. Despite the connection through past, trauma between Ian and TJ being one of the driving factors of their belief in TJ endgame, it just doesn’t work in this case when TJ deliberately manipulates situations that keep Ian tied to him. It’s unhealthy and genuinely so weird to me that people would want Ian to be in a constant position of uncertainty in his standing with TJ. Their self-inserting behavior onto Ian is beyond me LMFAOO

    ep1rus October 1, 2025 6:48 pm
    TJ lovers are actually insane. Despite the connection through past, trauma between Ian and TJ being one of the driving factors of their belief in TJ endgame, it just doesn’t work in this case when TJ delibera... Lalalacat22

    it's soooo crazy bc there hasn't been one instance in which we can see how things are better for Ian when he's with TJ, all they do is have sex and fight!! and every new thing we learn about them is abt how TJ has been actively ruining his life FOR YEARS like i just don't get it