I understand they're both highschoolers and don't have good communication but they both still lowkey annoy me. but more for touma than sou. sou always tries to reassure him and say he really loves him but touma always builds a wall despite claiming he loves sou first and more... it's as if he's the one who truly doesn't love sou even though he insists in his head that it's the other way around. it's not like sou did something opposite of favoring touma for him to be so pessimistic by default. bruh he was literally prioritizing touma over his gf... touma was just assuming all these things about his childhood friend all on his own, it's so frustrating. sou's fault is being too possessive but touma's insistence on pushing him back is more annoying to me. he could literally put in more effort bruh but he's given up from the start because "it was so easy to grasp his love, as if it wasn't real". pure and utter bullshit. THEN WORK TOWARDS MAKING IT REAL MF. felt so vindicated over the fact touma admitted he isn't even sure if he loves sou. but it's so distasteful it's framed around "I don't love him anymore" BS cause in the end it's all his fault, his mind, that broke him off that feeling. the other person is trying and you're half assing all this. all the while acting like the victim. and I fucking hate how the story portrays as if touma doesn't care about himself when this is rooted from him only ever looking at himself. this is literally also why sou's insecurity keeps growing. fuck this shit bruh. other unrequited lovers would kill to be in your place. I hope they never get back in the sequel and sou be happy with someone else. touma can go enjoy himself with maki since he seems to be already putting more effort for him anyways.
tldr; really annoying how all this is framed as if it's sou who's majorly in the wrong
I understand they're both highschoolers and don't have good communication but they both still lowkey annoy me. but more for touma than sou. sou always tries to reassure him and say he really loves him but touma always builds a wall despite claiming he loves sou first and more... it's as if he's the one who truly doesn't love sou even though he insists in his head that it's the other way around. it's not like sou did something opposite of favoring touma for him to be so pessimistic by default. bruh he was literally prioritizing touma over his gf... touma was just assuming all these things about his childhood friend all on his own, it's so frustrating. sou's fault is being too possessive but touma's insistence on pushing him back is more annoying to me. he could literally put in more effort bruh but he's given up from the start because "it was so easy to grasp his love, as if it wasn't real". pure and utter bullshit. THEN WORK TOWARDS MAKING IT REAL MF. felt so vindicated over the fact touma admitted he isn't even sure if he loves sou. but it's so distasteful it's framed around "I don't love him anymore" BS cause in the end it's all his fault, his mind, that broke him off that feeling. the other person is trying and you're half assing all this. all the while acting like the victim. and I fucking hate how the story portrays as if touma doesn't care about himself when this is rooted from him only ever looking at himself. this is literally also why sou's insecurity keeps growing. fuck this shit bruh. other unrequited lovers would kill to be in your place. I hope they never get back in the sequel and sou be happy with someone else. touma can go enjoy himself with maki since he seems to be already putting more effort for him anyways.
tldr; really annoying how all this is framed as if it's sou who's majorly in the wrong