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im deeply pessimistic because the way the black haired guy treats the mc is atrocious. and to have the audacity to catch feelings for him and force him to continue to be by his side. under the pretense of, "fix my jinx, my career is riding on this" is insane. and no i will not be taking criticism. actually i wont be taking anything but my meds. cuz this shit stressing me out.
and if his backstory is known now, that would be nice. i skipped to ch59-60 without any context and i still strongly dislike the black haired one
honestly, js kys at this point. ik u have to take care of your grandma and all but shes going to die anyway. so why dont you let it happen to them go see her yourself on the other side. your body no longer feels like your own and you feel defined by your body. the man whos been abusing you is chasing you down and not admitting to any of the horrible things hes done to you, using the "i know you like it", and dismiss your pleas for mercy.
why do you continue on with this life. i wish mc was more vindictive, either expose the dickhead for his jinx or kill yourself after becoming irreplaceable for him - leaving him without any closure and no 'tool' to alleviate his jinx.
respectfully suggested, by someone whos attempted suicide for similar reasons
if you survive your attempt, itll prob make sure that dickhead will just fuck off and leave you alone. maybe send you money for the first few months following your discharge if he feels guilty enough. if hes egocentric enough to blame you and say something like "how could you do this to me" instead of a proper apology or something that shows he feels some sort of remorse for what hes done. then just make sure you see the plan through this time
destroy yourself to destroy those who 'love' you. you dont have the money or power to do anything else. youre really nothing more than your body, its the only asset you have, seeing how youre drowning in debt with your abuser. what else can you do? keep at your day job and die before you ever pay off your debt? what kind of life is that. you might as well just end it early.