I guess i'm a bit crazy because after one comment with spoilers i read the novel( haven't ...

I guess i'm a bit crazy because after one comment with spoilers i read the novel( haven't finished the extras and skiped some the gang grape it was to awful)
I don't know, when i think what the uke did and what people like him do to others i wish they'd suffer what they did to their victims. Uke was a total trash he tormented seme for half a year with his group(sa,r*p), spread videos and photos not only in his school but send it to his mom, home and family too, and he did similar things to other people too before and after seme to others. He had it coming. But that dosen't make what seme did any better, he just became as trash as uke, or worse.
I also want to adress my frustration with the punisment uke recived by the middle school, it was so mild so unfair.
I'm frustrated at the mother who should have supported his son, be a safe place for him, help him, for crumbling so "easily" leaving his teen son alone. This infuriates me so much, she should have been strong for his son that was suffering with trauma, but she lost it, leaving his vulnerable son alone at 14, vulnerable to others to influence him in a detrimental way.
I'm frustrated at the friend/guy that convinced seme to take revenge, with ulterior motives, tghanks to that seme is obsseded and still traped in the past with uke. He helped him become what we read too.
I'm annoyed at uke's "friend" for being a coward and sold him out to his abuser.
And a part of me can't help thinking, so they liked each other when they were young, but yk uke was in the closet of self loathing, and took it out on others. As for the seme i wonder if some remnants of his feelings for uke still linger or is just a echo. He changed so much and is still traped.