You can ask for forgiveness, grovel down, beg, and all, but not when you accept to yourself that you don't deserve to be forgiven. No matter how you love the other person you are also aware what had happened already left a mark regardless of time, and the trauma it caused would take time to heal. You would be picking scraps, those little times you can see your love would be your lifeline, it will never be enough but you have no choice but to gamble on that. That's what Ido's feeling now.
On the other hand, his stature is giving me an end of the rope feeling. He even set a timeline. Is he gonna jump to the abyss after? The point of no return? Does he thinks it would absolve him? I hope I'm wrong.
Lastly, the chapters are going heavy as it goes on. The atmosphere is pulling me down close to breaking down. Lol. I have to get out and touch some sunlight. Woo
You can ask for forgiveness, grovel down, beg, and all, but not when you accept to yourself that you don't deserve to be forgiven. No matter how you love the other person you are also aware what had happened already left a mark regardless of time, and the trauma it caused would take time to heal. You would be picking scraps, those little times you can see your love would be your lifeline, it will never be enough but you have no choice but to gamble on that. That's what Ido's feeling now.
On the other hand, his stature is giving me an end of the rope feeling. He even set a timeline. Is he gonna jump to the abyss after? The point of no return? Does he thinks it would absolve him? I hope I'm wrong.
Lastly, the chapters are going heavy as it goes on. The atmosphere is pulling me down close to breaking down. Lol. I have to get out and touch some sunlight. Woo