I'm starting this today... I survived Hate Mate when it was ongoing. I can do it. I love being stressed,
Update 1: holy shit that glow up
Update 2: shitty parenting strikes again. Jiho's so so broken and Yujun (I like it sounds like a nickname), was very immature, what you expected from a young guy who knows nothing.
Update 3: well, everything is ugly and I feel sad hahaha
Update 4: finished... Baby, 41 chapters and you still can't even tell him that your mom died, something so important. A symbol of trust, of letting him in... I get why Yujun feels so entitled to feel angry and didn't wanted to hear anything from him because it would sound like a lie and he was so hurt. He changed completely. But now that there's some peace, start communicating pls. Also the sex scene, I'm all for angry sex but it felt so sad. Nothing sexy. Jiho was injured and Yujun wasn't patience at all, kinda careful yes because he kept asking questions about his well being but Jiho was a mess. At least he wasn't drunk, just hungover but weak and hurt. Well, it was rushed and at the same time it wasn't.
And ugh, I wasn't expecting the classmate's brother to come back but this author always do something and use this kind of character as plot device. They're kind of together in Uk, they used each other, but he couldn't handle Jiho's enormous issues and that's when Jiho realized nobody could love him like Yujun did. 6 years of missing him, calling and hanging up...of being so afraid of him and what he could tell him... A coward but I understand him. He's not even the shadow of what he was. Completely broken.
Also, I love the use of patterns in the design of the ambiance. It's another character that enriched the storyline. But when it got serious, it disappeared. Like Jiho. All that playful innocence, the dreamy sensation of first love and what helped illustrate the disturbing desperation of crushed emotions and separation, just vanished and welcomed dry and plain backgrounds. Nothing bad, nothing that caused distraction. Just growing up in a scary world with feelings of abandonment.
I'm starting this today... I survived Hate Mate when it was ongoing. I can do it. I love being stressed,
Update 1: holy shit that glow up
Update 2: shitty parenting strikes again. Jiho's so so broken and Yujun (I like it sounds like a nickname), was very immature, what you expected from a young guy who knows nothing.
Update 3: well, everything is ugly and I feel sad hahaha
Update 4: finished... Baby, 41 chapters and you still can't even tell him that your mom died, something so important. A symbol of trust, of letting him in... I get why Yujun feels so entitled to feel angry and didn't wanted to hear anything from him because it would sound like a lie and he was so hurt. He changed completely. But now that there's some peace, start communicating pls. Also the sex scene, I'm all for angry sex but it felt so sad. Nothing sexy. Jiho was injured and Yujun wasn't patience at all, kinda careful yes because he kept asking questions about his well being but Jiho was a mess. At least he wasn't drunk, just hungover but weak and hurt. Well, it was rushed and at the same time it wasn't.
And ugh, I wasn't expecting the classmate's brother to come back but this author always do something and use this kind of character as plot device. They're kind of together in Uk, they used each other, but he couldn't handle Jiho's enormous issues and that's when Jiho realized nobody could love him like Yujun did. 6 years of missing him, calling and hanging up...of being so afraid of him and what he could tell him... A coward but I understand him. He's not even the shadow of what he was. Completely broken.
Also, I love the use of patterns in the design of the ambiance. It's another character that enriched the storyline. But when it got serious, it disappeared. Like Jiho. All that playful innocence, the dreamy sensation of first love and what helped illustrate the disturbing desperation of crushed emotions and separation, just vanished and welcomed dry and plain backgrounds. Nothing bad, nothing that caused distraction. Just growing up in a scary world with feelings of abandonment.