The first couple (childhood friends one) is insaneee bc I really like the bottom (xun?) and his constant insecurity. I think ppl get tired of his dramatics but it makes sense that he continues to dwell on every good experience/happiness coming to an end given his abandonment and abuse by his fam which caused him to grow a bit twisted (he himself is aware of his "addiction to heartache" which is his inability to be as comfortable w enjoying the present as others and I honestly get him). It's interesting that a lot of his insecurities are also him being childish like he's not as put together as he appears to other or would like to appear and it's cute lmaoo. anw I like that every time he goes back into his miseries and the top is more or less used to it and knows how to deal w him (▰˘◡˘▰)
The first couple (childhood friends one) is insaneee bc I really like the bottom (xun?) and his constant insecurity. I think ppl get tired of his dramatics but it makes sense that he continues to dwell on every good experience/happiness coming to an end given his abandonment and abuse by his fam which caused him to grow a bit twisted (he himself is aware of his "addiction to heartache" which is his inability to be as comfortable w enjoying the present as others and I honestly get him). It's interesting that a lot of his insecurities are also him being childish like he's not as put together as he appears to other or would like to appear and it's cute lmaoo. anw I like that every time he goes back into his miseries and the top is more or less used to it and knows how to deal w him (▰˘◡˘▰)