Can relate to FL

I’ve read a bunch of comments about how FL has such a victim mentality and wasting ML and all other stuff. But I can relate to her as someone who is neglected by her parents who favored another child, not believed in, always disappointed, and had to endure things by herself. It really dampens ones’ spirit, making you think if the people who made you didn’t even love you, how can you expect other people to do it? It’s always a mental battle between ‘I earned this’ and ‘Do I even deserve this? Even if I’m this lacking?’. I don’t really have much to live for. And when I met my partner who loves me unconditionally, I still hurt him every now and then because I think this way. I’ve been working on myself because I want to love him as much as he loves me and be a person he deserves but when you are broken, it doesn’t just come back whole again because you see a reason to. I’m always trying and I’m scared I’ll ruin him because I’m such an unwanted person with no motivation in life. He’s the only reason I still continue to live. This story resonated with me more than I ever thought a story would and if you would think I’m such a weak person, you’re right I am and I suck, like the FL in this story. But there are people like us, and I just want the best for her. Thank you for not giving up on her ML