like i dont think ido did this to be selfish, i think in his mind this was the only way to stay away from senji. i genuinely want to believe he saw this as a means to end the pain he caused sejin
But three weeks from then is when he finds out he’s pregnant and commits suicide so he’s leaving behind him and the baby if he commits suicide on the death anniversary.
WHAT ??????? WHAT BABY ?????? I DID NOT KNOW THIS but my point still remains the same, maybe he thought he could not offer a good life to the baby after knowing what he put sejin thru. maybe he thought sejin and the baby would be better off without him. i dont want to think he was doing it out of selfishness. i think hes doing it bc their better off without him
I don’t know if he knew in the past life he was preggers. It could have been his brothers too. That’s why he killed himself in the past life cause he found out he was pregnant after being raped and knotted by both of them which yeah totally. But bro shouldn’t have knotted him in this life if he was gonna tap out. He can even say the words I love you in this life or the last. Three damn words and homeboy have his omega at his house right now. It’s kinda pathetic. All Sejin wanted was a family that loved, wanted and needed him. Bro got like a few words between him and a bullet.. he went around the block twice..for what? It’s comical.
Wait, what spoiler? Is there a novel of this story?!
From what I know Sejin knew he was pregnant and was terrified that it could be the brother child. Turned out it was Ido's kid.
Yes, there is! sorry I don't have the link rn, but you can find it here somewhere in the coments D:
I just have to say it is much more suffering waiting for you in the novel t.t
i saw the spoiler and i can play devils advocate as i write this sobbing? thanks, i dont think ido taking his life on senjis death anniversary is entirely selfish. i think, in ido mind this is how he repays (prolly the wrong word; like a im sorry for everything i did, heres my repentance) senjin one last time. killing himself to ultimately free sejin of everything, the bond, the past, the memories, the unsureness of wanting to go back, i think this may be the only way ido can truly let sejin go. ik that as long as they both live and are bonded, ido will endlessly try to win sejin back but he knows that that is not what sejins wants. he can no longer hold himself back from trying to reach sejin, so he takes his life to free himself and sejin.
does this make sense? or am i just talking nonsense