Did you mean to update this list or was the recent post just you updating the description ...

Just re-updating a description! I initially said that the Bl “Beyond Memories” was good but not THAT satisfying, but someone spoiled the upcoming chapters of the novel version to me and the seme will apaprently have SEVERE consequences for his past actions, so I had to edit and update that it’s better than what I thought ✍

Oh has the Manhwa reached those chapters yet? It's in the 90s now no? Or is it still far away? Have you caught up to all the latest chapters with the Manhwa?

I haven’t read the novel but I’m up to date with the Manhwa now x

OH and the big thing that seme is about to go through hasn’t happened yet, but it looks like either next chapter or the one after it will happen (I can spoil if you like)

Please do! I'll take all the spoilers. Is the seme atleast in his regret or redemption arc right now in the manhwa? Any crying seme moments pls lmao?

So basically as seme was the only one to regress back in time, he’s been trying to make Uke as happy as possible, thinking it’s a gift from god that he’s been allowed to “re-write” all the horrible things he did to Uke. He spoils him constantly and Uke (because he doesn’t remember anything) just thinks seme is a kind man..

We reached the part that Uke has finally remembered his past memories. He loved seme but always felt a lil uncomfortable, not knowing why, so he knows these memories are real.

After a couple of chapters where we see the extent of how cruel seme had been, In Ch.92 finally Uke remembers everything and knows it was all real.

Uke properly tells seme that there’s no chance between them now. They’ve already bonded so Uke can feel all of seme’s feelings and seme is ALWAYS sad.

In an attempt to have any sort of connection to Uke, seme sponsores a project in ukes company. Uke knows it’s just so that seme can see him and tries to refuse it. He can feel everytime the dissapointed feelings of seme everytime he’s rejected. He always thought that seme looked cold but thanks to the bond he can see that seme is about to cry.
In latest chapter seme tries to being a cake to have a meeting with Uke and he finally tells seme that it’s becoming a hindrance having to deal with him. Seme leaves, upset.

Uke realises that it’s literally 3 weeks away from the date that he killed himself in his past life.

(Novel spoilers for upcoming Manhwa now).

Apparently, seme knows that when the project is over, Uke will have nothing to do with him. He knows he can’t live a life without Uke.
It’s satisfying for us (but incredibly selfish towards Uke) but seme plans to kill himself on the anniversary of ukes death
While I find the evil things seme did so painful to read, I consider the consequences of wanting to kill yourself out of regret to be satisfying!

That’s what I know so far

Thank you so much lol. Just finished my speed read. I really still want more grovelling but the regret is nice

I’m hoping the Manhwa drags out semes pain a lil more in the next chapters but I’m REALLY praying that seme hurts himself BAD for his suicide attempt. I actually don’t rlly know if he even survives it! That would be realllllly satisfying if he doesn’t