The doc's suggestion.

So the psychiatrist's suggestion on making a decision got me thinking about something... sorry I'm venting my own problem here..
So, I'm a female have been in relationship with someone since 2016.. at the start of our relationship we decided that we'll get settled together in his state (we belong to 2 different states) where he promised to clear a certain government job.. for which i initially aimed for at my state.. as we thought of getting settled together i have up on that and took up temporary jobs.. in the mean time he met my parents promised them that he'll get that job he tried for 3 times (last attempt he was not serious) in the span of 5years and he wanted to do something else and started working in a private job... at the same time when he was giving his last attempt..I thought I should try for the same job in my state as I felt it is going no where a my parents wanted stability.. when I started preparing exam was near and I cleared preliminary exam and the mains I couldn't but I was confident that of i try once more I can do better and can clear it as I have certain advantage of women and we have reservation for the same.. their parents came to know about us recently his mom had an idea but she was neutral he didn't agree not disagree about our relationship... later after his last attempt she talked to me and accepted our relationship and his father also agreed.. when I was giving my first attempt they didn't oppose now I'm thinking of writing the exam again they are completely opposing including my boyfriend saying is you get a job in your state it will be difficult for us to get settled it will be long distance and marriage won't work that way when I didn't agree he compromise to am extent that if I get this job at later point of time of he earns well or do well u should quit this job because marriage, children, family don't work that way.. when I suggested he shift here is i get a job he didn't agree and he and his parents have given me an ultimatum that of i want to get married to him that I stop thinking about getting settled anywhere but his place(state)
Which i and my parents didn't agree and he keeps pestering me that am i not important to you.. you promised to get settled with me and how heartless i am.. that infact i should clear the exam in his state as it will be easy to be together (it will be tough for me in his state as I have language problem i can communicate well in that language but I not so good at it to compete in the exam)..I know the decision i made now of not compromising with him is right but a part of me is still whether I am being heartless and deciding to end almost 10years relationship just like that... I'm happy my parents are supporting me in anything I choose but the promise I made to him at the start of my relationship has become an obligation and it's not only about the job but my independence and respect... his mother which of we get married have to live together had not at all being supportive or understanding of me in so many ways..I know I am right..he is not a bad person in so many other aspect... and I still think it's this the reason for this relationship to end.. just like that..