I keep torturing myself mygod. Normally I hate MCs who are martyrs in love but I can’t bring myself to hate Zhisu. He just had no one else to turn to after his parents died :( I already read the novel and knew why he became that lonely in life. It’s all because of Jiang. He didn’t let him work after, didn’t let him meet people so Zhisu became someone who only waits for him at home. And I kind of understand why he can’t let their memories go and still loved Jiang till the end. It’s hard to truly let go when the first 3 or so years of them were really good. He experienced the best version of Jiang and those memories are precious to him. Still, he had the courage to go and never look back. I love that Jiang didn’t see him at all, not even a glimpse, after he left Beijing.
I keep torturing myself mygod. Normally I hate MCs who are martyrs in love but I can’t bring myself to hate Zhisu. He just had no one else to turn to after his parents died :( I already read the novel and knew why he became that lonely in life. It’s all because of Jiang. He didn’t let him work after, didn’t let him meet people so Zhisu became someone who only waits for him at home. And I kind of understand why he can’t let their memories go and still loved Jiang till the end. It’s hard to truly let go when the first 3 or so years of them were really good. He experienced the best version of Jiang and those memories are precious to him. Still, he had the courage to go and never look back. I love that Jiang didn’t see him at all, not even a glimpse, after he left Beijing.
This story will forever be on my mind.