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I think it has something to do with internalized homophobia along with the rage of lossing the baby
I guess he did genuinely care for Raphiel but not enough. It was more about losing his perfect life with the perfect omega, and as you said his homophobia. In reality all this happened because he chose to be a coward. Not that Aeroc isn’t wrong for the mistake he did but dang Kloff is next level psychotic.
I don’t get it. If Kloff never liked Raphiel, why did he say: “He looked so much like Raphiel, and it made my heart race…” (ch 21)
I hate this man with all my heart.
And if he did like Aeroc, then why did he say: “I should’ve told you what you wanted to hear (I love you) even if it was a LIE.”
(Is it because he is still in denial?)
Also I heard that apparently Kloff would’ve never been happy with Raphiel anyways even if the bad stuff didn’t happen. That Kloff would’ve been violent if there was no Aeroc, that he would be violent towards Raphiel. Is this true? Why? How come. If this is just a theory, it makes sense because in chapter 32, Kloff of 2nd timeline just imagines how his life with Raphiel would be tranquil and dull. The moment he stood up in that imagination, Raphiel got scared. Then Aeroc’s face showed up.
Also in chapter 27, Kloff (2nd timeline) wonders why he feels the need to attack and strangle Aeroc. Is this because he genuinely felt sad and angry that he lost Raphiel and the baby (or just the baby)? Was he genuine friends with Raphiel? Is this ever explained.
I can’t understand Kloff. But I do know he has never loved Raphiel romantically. And more confirmation (ch 46) where he just says he chose Raphiel because he wanted to settle.