Anyone remember?

Trying to remember this like, reallllllly toxic bl, cant remember if just the uke was toxic or if it was both of them. pretty sure uke was suicidal and at some point pointed a gun at the seme, they had broken up and gotten back together like twice maybe. one thing i remember for certain was that there was this lesbian couple they were friends with that wanted to have a baby and for the seme to be the surrogate father. a lot of bs went down, the seme at first saying he wouldnt do it if the uke didnt want him to, the uke acting like he didnt care, then the seme deciding he would do it, then uke getting mad and telling him not to, they fight, yada yada. it ends with the lesbian couple splitting up because one of them said that its okay and they can just adopt, and the other girl refused and said it wouldnt actually be THEIR kid. split up over different views i guess....but yeah - that should be a unique enough plot for someone to know what im talking about...right?