Literally how? If anything, he’s the most pragmatic realist character I’ve seen in BL in a while. T-T He has feelings for a guy, he knows said guy doesn’t have feelings for him and probably won’t (from his perspective) since seme usually prefers women. They’re in a mutually agreed upon friends-with-benefits relationship. He naturally gets hurt that seme doesn’t love him, but the uke doesn’t cross any lines or boundaries or force his feelings on the seme, he doesn’t lament for ages about how cruel seme is just cause he’s a playboy and doesn’t like him back (again, from his perspective.) He accepts what seme is willing to give him and just cherishes his time spent with seme, and he’s not under the impression that seme will fall for him just cause they’re sleeping together.
He was given the chance to be fwb and chose to take it, holding no expectations, to cope with his crush/feelings. How is that delusional?
damn the uke is delusional af