i get it cuz ive also been in this type of situation and it rlly hurts specially when you've shared so many moments with that someone. imo you should just be true to yourself and if you dont feel comfortable or happy in that relationship anymore, it’s okay to walk away. dont think you wont ever find someone else get cuz people come and go and im sure you could find someone who u could rlly love. so live life with happiness and dont get stuck in a relationship out of fear or insecurity :)
You're not horrible for feeling that way, it's quite normal! All relationships get monotonous after a while, because you're no longer having to earn eachother's love and affection, you become content with just existing with one another (though this is also quite boring). Not sure if you are looking for advice, but you could try doing something you enjoy together, like going to the movie theatre, cuddling on the couch and watching TV together, going someplace special for dinner, date stuff basically! But whatever you decide I fully support you and hope you feel better :)
This is mostly a rant bc I doubt anyone ik will see this but lately I’ve been thinking about my relationship with my bf. I probably seem like a bad person for this but I’m just really bored of this relationship and I feel horrible for feeling this way. But there are also times where I enjoy being him and regret feeling that way. Ik I don’t have the courage to bring this up with him or break up with him so thinking all of this is useless. Ik if I break up with him I’ll be lonely and probably won’t get into another relationship but there’s another part of me that thinks I’ll get over it soon. Idk if that’s just me trying to cope or what but I’ve just been feeling very confused lately and I can’t talk about this with anyone. Rereading this thread, it doesn’t even sound like a huge problem lol but it’s something that has been weighing on me.