Maybe it's just me but how come someone likes one person so much to the point of madness yet able to sleep around with so many people. Like how?? How can you even get turned on??? I mean I cannot fathom ever embracing someone else when I am hopelessly in love with that one person my whole life..... And I feel it so unfair that Inseo would get jealous that Hyeok would date someone else when he himself dated so many people. I mean if I am expecting/get jealous because the person I like is confessed to or dating then turn around and do the same, wouldn't I sound like an hypocrite?? I know he was 'distracting' himself and he has every right to move on but I just can't accept it that they end up together even after him trying to move on and sleeping around. This is just a point to note that also his love seems to be so toxic in the recent side stories though Hyeok did say he would accept it.... And one more thing is Inseo while confessing said he wanted it to be just the two of them all the time, how could he have achieved it by sleeping around and dating??
Maybe it's his complex character setup, that he planned to live his whole life this way by hiding his feelings so that Uke will stay by his side as friends then why didn't you do that?? Why did you kiss him and get together with him?? You didn't want to give him a lable because you were afraid about your feelings then why start it in the first place knowing he might hate you if he get to know your twisted feelings?? Why not start sleeping around after Hyeok and you broke up and pretended to be friends?? I mean wasn't everything back to how it were before? Shouldn't you then date so you can continue hiding your feelings? How come suddenly you realised you don't want to do it?? Why get jealous that Hyeok has his own life and his own interests when you got to have it all. But he was right about one thing, he is fucking selfish. Atleast he is aware of that much (╬￣皿￣)凸
It's not just this story but I have seen it again and again Seme just sleeping around when he is stressed/couldn't get Uke/afraid to confess his feelings or whatever reasons while Uke is a fucking virgin. There's so little story where the situation is reversed. It's acceptable for me if they have never liked the Uke and had their fun but how can you like someone and sleep around
I know I am repeating myself and maybe I am wrong because they are trying to move on and they have all the right to enjoy the life and not be hung up on their unrequited love blah blah blah but ughhh I just don't like it and get past it when they have intimate experiences with others while still liking their love interest.
Maybe I am very close minded or maybe I am demi-sexual I don't know. Also it can be attributed to the fact that I have seen it again and again that I hate it so much that in so many BLs it's the Semes who have all the experience while Ukes are pure virgin with not even a kiss under their belt.... Ughhh. The base line is you do not get to be jealous of your partners experiences when you yourself have even more experience than them.
P.S: It's totally not related to that story, but in real life it's really better to have a conversation with your partner if you feel bothered by their past. Also sorry for the rant or if I repeated things, that's just how frustrated I am☠
Maybe it's just me but how come someone likes one person so much to the point of madness yet able to sleep around with so many people. Like how?? How can you even get turned on??? I mean I cannot fathom ever embracing someone else when I am hopelessly in love with that one person my whole life..... And I feel it so unfair that Inseo would get jealous that Hyeok would date someone else when he himself dated so many people. I mean if I am expecting/get jealous because the person I like is confessed to or dating then turn around and do the same, wouldn't I sound like an hypocrite?? I know he was 'distracting' himself and he has every right to move on but I just can't accept it that they end up together even after him trying to move on and sleeping around. This is just a point to note that also his love seems to be so toxic in the recent side stories though Hyeok did say he would accept it.... And one more thing is Inseo while confessing said he wanted it to be just the two of them all the time, how could he have achieved it by sleeping around and dating??
Maybe it's his complex character setup, that he planned to live his whole life this way by hiding his feelings so that Uke will stay by his side as friends then why didn't you do that?? Why did you kiss him and get together with him?? You didn't want to give him a lable because you were afraid about your feelings then why start it in the first place knowing he might hate you if he get to know your twisted feelings?? Why not start sleeping around after Hyeok and you broke up and pretended to be friends?? I mean wasn't everything back to how it were before? Shouldn't you then date so you can continue hiding your feelings? How come suddenly you realised you don't want to do it?? Why get jealous that Hyeok has his own life and his own interests when you got to have it all. But he was right about one thing, he is fucking selfish. Atleast he is aware of that much (╬￣皿￣)凸
It's not just this story but I have seen it again and again Seme just sleeping around when he is stressed/couldn't get Uke/afraid to confess his feelings or whatever reasons while Uke is a fucking virgin. There's so little story where the situation is reversed. It's acceptable for me if they have never liked the Uke and had their fun but how can you like someone and sleep around
I know I am repeating myself and maybe I am wrong because they are trying to move on and they have all the right to enjoy the life and not be hung up on their unrequited love blah blah blah but ughhh I just don't like it and get past it when they have intimate experiences with others while still liking their love interest.
Maybe I am very close minded or maybe I am demi-sexual I don't know. Also it can be attributed to the fact that I have seen it again and again that I hate it so much that in so many BLs it's the Semes who have all the experience while Ukes are pure virgin with not even a kiss under their belt.... Ughhh. The base line is you do not get to be jealous of your partners experiences when you yourself have even more experience than them.
P.S: It's totally not related to that story, but in real life it's really better to have a conversation with your partner if you feel bothered by their past. Also sorry for the rant or if I repeated things, that's just how frustrated I am☠