he stresses me out not bc of anything he's done but bc he's literally someone who doesn't seem to have ever felt happiness. he literally could be considered the most "normal" dude out there (assault waved off as sexual encounters being a part of normalized society), and therefore he wouldn't have such a tragic or explicitly abusive childhood to give him an inkling that life could be so happy in comparison. rather, the normalization of emptiness is such a silent death of so many ppl, it makes me sad LOL. like i'm stressed for this dude LOL
he stresses me out not bc of anything he's done but bc he's literally someone who doesn't seem to have ever felt happiness. he literally could be considered the most "normal" dude out there (assault waved off as sexual encounters being a part of normalized society), and therefore he wouldn't have such a tragic or explicitly abusive childhood to give him an inkling that life could be so happy in comparison. rather, the normalization of emptiness is such a silent death of so many ppl, it makes me sad LOL. like i'm stressed for this dude LOL