I TOOK A LONG BREAK FROM THIS and i came back to read it, so far i’m only on chapter 69 and GOOD LORDDD pls tell me im not the only one who’s pissed off by rishar. i get it, he loves etienne and wants to spend time with him etc. but omg can he use his fking brain?!?! it’s not like etienne WANTS to be far apart from rishar either, he loves him too and even though he doesn’t say it outright he wants to be with rishar!! WHICH IS WHY they’re planning this rebellion against the empress in the first place rishar being so careless and clumsy is literally making me so angry bc it’s so selfish of him!! so what if he misses etienne so what if he feels insecure?? there are SO MANY MORE THINGS at stake here!! now etienne’s attendant is being tortured by the empress bc rishar doesn’t know how to fking keep his distance… this is irritating me so bad bc he talks so much abt how he doesn’t want etienne to bear the burden all on his own BUT THE SHIT HE DOES literally inflates etienne’s problems by ten fold!!! rishar being clingy and needy was cute at the beginning but now him being like that is literally sabotaging etienne and putting him in MORE DANGER. does he even use his brain?!?! the empress is still the CLOSEST to etienne rn and NO ONE absolutely NOBODY has the power to protect etienne!! not even the fking emperor for god’s sake!!! let alone rishar tf?? it genuinely feels like etienne is the only one who cares ab protecting ppl, even if it means pushing rishar away WHEN IT HURTS HIM TOO!! im so sick of rishar only caring ab his own feelings and refusing to listen to etienne when he tells him to keep a distance and to be careful!!! idgaf if he’s younger rishar needs to stop acting like a brat and GROW UP! he needs to be someone that etienne NEEDS be someone who can ACTUALLY PROTECT etienne! this mf keeps yapping ab how he became a knight so that he can protect etienne blablabla but so far all the choices that i see him make just endangers etienne even more!!! but ykw… maybe im being too harsh i still have 20 more chapters to go
I TOOK A LONG BREAK FROM THIS and i came back to read it, so far i’m only on chapter 69 and GOOD LORDDD pls tell me im not the only one who’s pissed off by rishar. i get it, he loves etienne and wants to spend time with him etc. but omg can he use his fking brain?!?! it’s not like etienne WANTS to be far apart from rishar either, he loves him too and even though he doesn’t say it outright he wants to be with rishar!! WHICH IS WHY they’re planning this rebellion against the empress in the first place rishar being so careless and clumsy is literally making me so angry bc it’s so selfish of him!! so what if he misses etienne so what if he feels insecure?? there are SO MANY MORE THINGS at stake here!! now etienne’s attendant is being tortured by the empress bc rishar doesn’t know how to fking keep his distance… this is irritating me so bad bc he talks so much abt how he doesn’t want etienne to bear the burden all on his own BUT THE SHIT HE DOES literally inflates etienne’s problems by ten fold!!! rishar being clingy and needy was cute at the beginning but now him being like that is literally sabotaging etienne and putting him in MORE DANGER. does he even use his brain?!?! the empress is still the CLOSEST to etienne rn and NO ONE absolutely NOBODY has the power to protect etienne!! not even the fking emperor for god’s sake!!! let alone rishar tf?? it genuinely feels like etienne is the only one who cares ab protecting ppl, even if it means pushing rishar away WHEN IT HURTS HIM TOO!! im so sick of rishar only caring ab his own feelings and refusing to listen to etienne when he tells him to keep a distance and to be careful!!! idgaf if he’s younger rishar needs to stop acting like a brat and GROW UP! he needs to be someone that etienne NEEDS be someone who can ACTUALLY PROTECT etienne! this mf keeps yapping ab how he became a knight so that he can protect etienne blablabla but so far all the choices that i see him make just endangers etienne even more!!! but ykw… maybe im being too harsh i still have 20 more chapters to go