whateva

i dunno if i can go into this manhwa without seeing ableist comments on the ml’s behaviour in the earlier chapters… yeah no shit he’s gonna act that way, he was blinded and scared. i used to take care of my elderly grandmother who was also slowly losing her vision and mind. she would curse at my family and throw things, refuse to get out of bed and let us wipe her sweat off, but i know she was suffering and extremely scared all the time. she would cry herself to sleep every night until she fully forgot who we were. there were moments of clarity where we could hold normal conversations with her and she would apologize sometimes. it’s not her fault for becoming blind or her fault for slowly losing her mind to age and dementia. i’m only at chapter 11 and seeing him slowly improve is great but also im already seeing ableist ass comments （￣へ￣）road to recovery isn’t linear, and clearly he was at his lowest until paula appeared.