Oops I mean **Hyunwoo
I agree with you. To see something like that would truly be something new in the Yaoi Genre. In almost every Yaoi existent, the main character always ends up with the straight crush (which is so unrealistic and cliche), while the gay guy who actually loved him, just gets used, dumped or forgotten. So I do hope for it to have that ending. Kang Jun deserves it. And so does Subin. (=・ω・=)
reading the raws I actually feel pretty sad for his best friend Hyunwoo. He spent all his life denying who he is and just wanted to be what society describes as "normal' which is bs and heart breaking bc he's gay and loves Subin. He is stupid but it's a little understandable as to why he was in denial.
True, it's a shame when people repress who they really are. But if Hyungwoo keeps holding out his feelings for Subin due to internalised homophobia, it might be too late.
Yeah and he still hasn't accepted himself (still thinks he is straight after fucking a guy lol) and always says he is just confused asdfghhjkl. And the reason he didn't give in to his feelings was because it's easier this way and there is no guarantee it will work out bc it's two man and he might get hurt which is bs excuse there is never a guarantee wether it's it's a straight relationship or a homosexual one etc. He really needs to get it together. I really hope the manwha explores his feelings and his sexuality further and doesn't just leave it as he is 'confused'.
Here's to hoping he'll get his feelings in order. I just hope that Kangjun doesn't exist as a "jealousy push" to make Hyungwoo realise his feelings for Subin, because Kangjun could do more by being Subin's first reciprocal love. I feel bad for Subin because he's technically being "punished" for his infatuation, and Hyungwoo's internalised homophobia. He's the one getting the short stick.
So true. But I feel like Jun's getting the real short stick in all this mess and drama. He likes Subin who's in love with his best friend and can't even let him go - or even tries to. It's cruel. Whatever happens I hope Jun untangles himself out of this mess soon (better sooner than later) and finds a better lover, who truely loves him and doesn't use him as a pushover and takes him for granted. I can't see Subin truely falling for him and Jun deserves better than being the leftover 2nd option just bc he couldn't get the guy he loves. Perhaps this is why despite liking them together I am all for #JunxnewLover haha
I have a feeling he just misses the attention he gets from Subin's insane infatuation with him. I'd like it if Kangjun can be Subin's first proper, reciprocative love, because sometimes a crush doesn't work out and that's fine. There's nothing wrong with that. There's so many BL where guys go for their first loves and sometimes it just doesn't work out. Either way, whatever happens, happens.
If the author pulls a "Hyung realises his feelings after letting go" move, okay. If the author pulls a "Subin ends up with Kangjun" move I'm down with that, too.