The constant state Asepier was in and why he experienced so much(all) joy and happiness with anux and each time he got closer it was ripped apart and noe Nux the one we all know and love who has succeeded the furthest and gotten closer to alll of them truly has become like this the anxiety and paranoia will really eat at u to be so happy and to have it gone …again is sooo torturous i can see now why aspeir even when all the others and nthe nux we all know were together how the real asepier couldnt let down his paranoia again its not good cus he couldnt be so present in the now but at the same time its also painful that it occured yet again what he dreaded
The constant state Asepier was in and why he experienced so much(all) joy and happiness with anux and each time he got closer it was ripped apart and noe Nux the one we all know and love who has succeeded the furthest and gotten closer to alll of them truly has become like this the anxiety and paranoia will really eat at u to be so happy and to have it gone …again is sooo torturous i can see now why aspeir even when all the others and nthe nux we all know were together how the real asepier couldnt let down his paranoia again its not good cus he couldnt be so present in the now but at the same time its also painful that it occured yet again what he dreaded