Both the MC and ML are green flags, though ML is reasonably a pos to mostly everyone, especially if it involves our omega. Their moments together are so sad but fluffy because even if both are suffering from mental illness (Sleep deprivation, eating disorder, depression, anxiety, PTSD), they love each other so much. Our ML is reaaaally patient and values consent, but it gets complicated whenever MC’s heat happens. It breaks him when MC's heat happens because it's is so severe that MC blacks out and will eat any food, even if it's from the trash or bathroom floor. On top of that, MC is allergic to suppressants, so he cannot prevent his heat! To stop him from eating dirty food while in heat, ML tries to feed him, but he usually vomits it, so he has to resort to having s*x with MC (who cannot consent because he's out of it) to tire him out. It's so sad. There was one time when his heat lasted for 5 days, and ML literally did not sleep. Whenever MC woke up, he continued to search desperately for food and would say that his stomach/ body hurts. However, if he ate, he would vomit, and the cycle would continue. ML tries to communicate with MC during his heat, but MC will just repeatedly say he's hungry and cannot recognize ML ╥﹏╥ . It still doesn't get better, even in the recent chapters of the novel. Because of all the trauma from the previous alphas, our MC believes that he deserves what happened to him because it was his fault. These alphas told him they only slept with him because they're sorry for him, or it's because they pity him. That he looked disgusting eating food on the floor. Because of this, when he and ML became a couple and attempt to have sober s*x, he starts shaking and cried so much. He also has trauma because he always assumes that hunger is a symptom of his heat. Hunger scares him so much but he doesn’t realize that it’s because he barely eats. He's also forgetful but it got worse when he became an omega. He's improving with our very patient ML’s help, it’s slow, but I'm just happy they have each other because only with each other's presence can they both sleep normally. The two of them always try and communicate with each other. The drama is actually from the toxic people around them, mostly on ML's side but ML always protects and prioritize the MC.
Both the MC and ML are green flags, though ML is reasonably a pos to mostly everyone, especially if it involves our omega. Their moments together are so sad but fluffy because even if both are suffering from mental illness (Sleep deprivation, eating disorder, depression, anxiety, PTSD), they love each other so much.
Our ML is reaaaally patient and values consent, but it gets complicated whenever MC’s heat happens. It breaks him when MC's heat happens because it's is so severe that MC blacks out and will eat any food, even if it's from the trash or bathroom floor. On top of that, MC is allergic to suppressants, so he cannot prevent his heat! To stop him from eating dirty food while in heat, ML tries to feed him, but he usually vomits it, so he has to resort to having s*x with MC (who cannot consent because he's out of it) to tire him out. It's so sad. There was one time when his heat lasted for 5 days, and ML literally did not sleep. Whenever MC woke up, he continued to search desperately for food and would say that his stomach/ body hurts. However, if he ate, he would vomit, and the cycle would continue. ML tries to communicate with MC during his heat, but MC will just repeatedly say he's hungry and cannot recognize ML ╥﹏╥ . It still doesn't get better, even in the recent chapters of the novel.
Because of all the trauma from the previous alphas, our MC believes that he deserves what happened to him because it was his fault. These alphas told him they only slept with him because they're sorry for him, or it's because they pity him. That he looked disgusting eating food on the floor. Because of this, when he and ML became a couple and attempt to have sober s*x, he starts shaking and cried so much. He also has trauma because he always assumes that hunger is a symptom of his heat. Hunger scares him so much but he doesn’t realize that it’s because he barely eats. He's also forgetful but it got worse when he became an omega. He's improving with our very patient ML’s help, it’s slow, but I'm just happy they have each other because only with each other's presence can they both sleep normally. The two of them always try and communicate with each other.
The drama is actually from the toxic people around them, mostly on ML's side but ML always protects and prioritize the MC.