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like the author mentioned, "locker room activities" are actually REALLY common and most men don't think it's inherently "gay" when they do stuff like that because they're not actually perusing something romantic. they just see it as letting go of stress/steam with their friend. seems counterintuitive but i don't think eunsan saw it as him being into men and even if he did, he HIMSELF clearly doesn't think that anymore since it was in high school

i don't think you guys understand eunsan rn. HE thinks he's 100% straight due to the fact he's literally never been with a man before and was quite a player back in his high school days. he's obviously in a really complicated and confusing relationship with his own sexuality and he clearly has internalized homophobia due to living in a conservative country. eunsan literally stated that he wants to live "normally" which in his terms, not getting extremely involved with a man romantically. he assumed ian's crush on him was puppy love and something not serious in the beginning. WE KNOW THIS. so yes! i do think eunsan is currently "straight" due to the fact that sexuality and queerness is not just black and white and everyone experiences it differently. he's in his 30's finding out something about himself and is in a crisis because of it. i'm sure it's going to be a conflict in s2 but u guys are jumping to conclusions