I just woke up never have i sead so loud "what the fuck" in my life im aboit yo be done wi...

I just woke up never have i sead so loud "what the fuck" in my life im aboit yo be done with this shit o cant. For the first time a story is to almost to much for me. my fuck fucking stupid


( that voild also be a trauma response. But in this story is that hard to believe)