wth is up with ch 125

honestly, what the hell. What was this chapter supposed to do? it's clear he regretted what he did. I mean he was so in love with her, no, THEY were so in love. and it's clear he still had feelings for her when they met again. so that in itself would show that he regretted leaving for 10 years. i feel like we didnt need a whole chapter expressing his regret, what we needed was a chapter on why the fuck he left.
it's not like EY is an evil person, so he wouldn't have kissed her and given that apology (with no explanation as to why he left, might I add) if he didnt regret what he did. so this chapter has left me a bit confused as to what it was trying to do. how did this help the plot???
But anyway maybe im just mad because i have to wait a whole week for the next one.

Also, guys, stop wishing for Dohwa and Suae to happen; it's like wanting Mikasa and Jean to be together before Eren died. Suae is still in love with Eunhyuk, and only ever truly loved HIM. After her having all of these intimate connections with EY, where their bond has been repaired or the romantic spark came back, she probably fell back in love with him. You cant possibly think, that right now, her and Dohwa would be a good match.
Instead lets accept that Suae and Eunhyuk is probably gonna be endgame, and hope that Dohwa finds somebody else, that he deserves, and moves on.