I started reading this BL in the early hours of the morning and I'm finishing it now. Honestly, I was quite disappointed with how it ended. In a way, I liked that they explained Tae-sung's situation more, how he was dealing with his obsession and his mind. Were they literally putting him through reversal therapy...? What the heck, I feel like the storyline could have been handled better because ever since he's been with Woo-young again, he seems to become horribly unstable. The irrational thoughts return, and of course, without him, not only was his mental state suffering, but also his physical state. These are things that improve when he's back with him, but it still seems... I don't know, the situation was cut short too quickly. It's clear that Tae-sung is being normalized by Woo-young in really negative ways. The last chapter really threw me for a loop with the comments he made, and well, since I'm not from the country where this BL was created, sometimes I think, "God, is it even cute to say something like that?" (I'm referring to the scene where Tae-sung tells Woo-young he'd have sex with him regardless of whether he's his brother, son or father. Also, when he suddenly wants him to be his brother so they'll always be "one"), Clearly, in my own mind and based on my own beliefs, those themes seem horrible and normal within BL. Anyway, it's not all about that; sometimes it's the creators' own fault and their terrible way of using dirty language in intimate scenes T___T I really felt like it started so well and was going down an interesting path, and boom, it ended??? wjdjsn whatever :'v
I started reading this BL in the early hours of the morning and I'm finishing it now. Honestly, I was quite disappointed with how it ended. In a way, I liked that they explained Tae-sung's situation more, how he was dealing with his obsession and his mind. Were they literally putting him through reversal therapy...? What the heck, I feel like the storyline could have been handled better because ever since he's been with Woo-young again, he seems to become horribly unstable. The irrational thoughts return, and of course, without him, not only was his mental state suffering, but also his physical state. These are things that improve when he's back with him, but it still seems... I don't know, the situation was cut short too quickly. It's clear that Tae-sung is being normalized by Woo-young in really negative ways. The last chapter really threw me for a loop with the comments he made, and well, since I'm not from the country where this BL was created, sometimes I think, "God, is it even cute to say something like that?" (I'm referring to the scene where Tae-sung tells Woo-young he'd have sex with him regardless of whether he's his brother, son or father. Also, when he suddenly wants him to be his brother so they'll always be "one"), Clearly, in my own mind and based on my own beliefs, those themes seem horrible and normal within BL. Anyway, it's not all about that; sometimes it's the creators' own fault and their terrible way of using dirty language in intimate scenes T___T I really felt like it started so well and was going down an interesting path, and boom, it ended??? wjdjsn whatever :'v