I will always be uncomfortable when a story has the premise of a character going against their morals (he clearly said that he wanted to be able to face his family and this goes against his beliefs) to get money and save their loved ones....However, it makes it a little better when seme didn't do uke dirty behind the scenes and force his hand (like make him unable to get another job). So, I hope that at least this remains the case. If we find out that the job MC was supposed to get and didn't was influenced by ML, that'd be really shitty. There is just something about ML's eyes that I deeply mistrust and I've seen too many manipulative semes in similar stories.
Also, going from 0 experience whatsoever to bdsm is one hell of a jump. It's not necessarily the worst thing ever, it's just very abrupt because people usually explore vanilla sex and stay there for the rest of their lives or want to explore more
I will always be uncomfortable when a story has the premise of a character going against their morals (he clearly said that he wanted to be able to face his family and this goes against his beliefs) to get money and save their loved ones....However, it makes it a little better when seme didn't do uke dirty behind the scenes and force his hand (like make him unable to get another job). So, I hope that at least this remains the case. If we find out that the job MC was supposed to get and didn't was influenced by ML, that'd be really shitty. There is just something about ML's eyes that I deeply mistrust and I've seen too many manipulative semes in similar stories.
Also, going from 0 experience whatsoever to bdsm is one hell of a jump. It's not necessarily the worst thing ever, it's just very abrupt because people usually explore vanilla sex and stay there for the rest of their lives or want to explore more