I don't want to call every single "robotic" character who strictly follows the rules and can be both perceptive and/or dense about social stuff autistic but also like... as one myself, can't help but see the past me in beom like the whole noticing your feelings but not being able to place them, thinking they're something else, "this is how x supposed to be no?" NOT SURE IF I'M EXPLAINING IT RIGHT but yeahhh his inner thoughts are soo similar to my past self (with my first crush in my late teens). Except I've always enjoyed reading romance since I was a child so like. I had an idea. But it still took me over half a year to realise what it was (and few months before I realised I even had the thought "i wanna kiss her" and just went "????" in my head, like i can't make this up it was bad).
I don't want to call every single "robotic" character who strictly follows the rules and can be both perceptive and/or dense about social stuff autistic but also like... as one myself, can't help but see the past me in beom like the whole noticing your feelings but not being able to place them, thinking they're something else, "this is how x supposed to be no?" NOT SURE IF I'M EXPLAINING IT RIGHT but yeahhh his inner thoughts are soo similar to my past self (with my first crush in my late teens). Except I've always enjoyed reading romance since I was a child so like. I had an idea. But it still took me over half a year to realise what it was (and few months before I realised I even had the thought "i wanna kiss her" and just went "????" in my head, like i can't make this up it was bad).
Anyway yeah lol. Fuck the abuse pos ex, fuck taehyun's brother, lowkey fuck beom's parents ╮(￣▽￣)╭