Yeah so I went and did that thing where I start reading an ongoing story and love it so much I'll hype it

in my head but then there's not enough chapters so first season ends eventually and it goes on a long break which means I'll forget about it all no matter how much I loved it so when the next season comes I have no idea who any of the characters are or what the story is about and it ends up on my notifications whenever it gets an update and every time I'll be like "YEAH I remember really loving that at some point but I don't remember any of it now–I'll have to reread from the first chapter to catch up but the task doesn't seem so inviting and I know I won't get any dopamine doing that because I don't really enjoy reading the same thing twice so maybe, maybe later" and Surprise, surprise, I never get around to it and the bl just haunts my notifications like a ghost of the past–

And yeah I think this is a good time to nope the fuck outta here but this is a love letter. I really loved you Yang Ilwoo and I during the 30 minutes I was with you today 20th November. Goodbye, I hope I won't miss you too much and I hope the best for you. I will come back someday (I hope)