Mc is just so real

Honestly the mc is so relatable sometimes at least to me. The way he never had a goal and a path chosen for himself, the way he was just drifting through life letting others decide for him what he's going to do, to the point of marrying someone he never actually loved, letting boguk decide for him that he should go to sujo. His intense inner monologue of overthinking is just so brutal to recognise urself in. Thankfully I have never had to go through anything traumatising like him but I still see so much of myself in him, because of how aimless and unambitious he was about his own life, taking the back seat while someone else is driving. I will deff be rereading this. I have yet to find anything as candid and realistic as this manwha, if u have any recommendations of something similar to this PLS GIVE THEM TO ME